Sunday, January 21, 2007
STUCK ON PAUSE
Have you ever felt like you were stuck on pause while everyone around you seems to be moving on to bigger, better things?
You know, like everyone seems to have something important to do or somewhere to go.
And you, on the other hand, are doing absolutely nothing.
And it doesn't help when everything seems to turn out really really wrong for you.
I truly hate this feeling.
I see people, friends around me moving on to bigger, better things in life.
They have stable careers, having relationships and i feel that i am being left behind.
I know i should be happy for them. Well i am. Truly.
But it's just that...
When is it gonna be my turn?
Here i am, 21 years old, jobless with no love life.
How truly pathetic.
I seriously need to get my ass off and do some job hunting.
I never had a morning spent perusing the job advertisements.
Gee, that would be fun. Pffffft.
One more thing, i hate interviews!
And i certainly don't want to feel demoralized.
Yes people, i can be a little bit pessimistic.
As for love, i'm 21 and i have never been in love before.
Sure, i've had a boyfriend and been on a lot of dates.
Just not in love.
Does love really exists?
How does it feels like to be in love?
Is it really that amazing?
That magnificent?
Is the feeling really indescribable?
Even though I'm not quite sure whether there is such a thing called love, all i know is that i longed for it.
Everyone is, right?
Maybe because love is the closest thing we have to magic.
love,
Nadia.
Have you ever felt like you were stuck on pause while everyone around you seems to be moving on to bigger, better things?
You know, like everyone seems to have something important to do or somewhere to go.
And you, on the other hand, are doing absolutely nothing.
And it doesn't help when everything seems to turn out really really wrong for you.
I truly hate this feeling.
I see people, friends around me moving on to bigger, better things in life.
They have stable careers, having relationships and i feel that i am being left behind.
I know i should be happy for them. Well i am. Truly.
But it's just that...
When is it gonna be my turn?
Here i am, 21 years old, jobless with no love life.
How truly pathetic.
I seriously need to get my ass off and do some job hunting.
I never had a morning spent perusing the job advertisements.
Gee, that would be fun. Pffffft.
One more thing, i hate interviews!
And i certainly don't want to feel demoralized.
Yes people, i can be a little bit pessimistic.
As for love, i'm 21 and i have never been in love before.
Sure, i've had a boyfriend and been on a lot of dates.
Just not in love.
Does love really exists?
How does it feels like to be in love?
Is it really that amazing?
That magnificent?
Is the feeling really indescribable?
Even though I'm not quite sure whether there is such a thing called love, all i know is that i longed for it.
Everyone is, right?
Maybe because love is the closest thing we have to magic.
love,
Nadia.
sin-fullybeautiful.
