When i looked at all my recent pictures,

i wonder why my face look rather sad.

To laugh and smile when you're actually sad inside

is something not everyone can do it. ehh?

Im physically and mentally tired.

Not having enough rest eventho im having 4 days

off work due to CNY.

I tot that i can have my own time for myself

but 4 days is just not enough.

I didn't really have time for myself.

But i don't care at least my 4 days off

is well spent with my loved ones yet again.

That's all i want. It's ok if i don't have time

for myself at least i have time for my loved ones is great enough.

So yesterday i went to the cemetery again.

I like it there. HAHA. Weird? No. It's peaceful.

The last time i went i tot to myself that i want to

change the white cloth of someone elses tombstones

but too bad, i didn't even get out of the car cause the

fact is i can't. Mom said if we go to the cemetery

the dead will pray for us. Something like that.

I waited in the car for about half an hour, i guess.

I looked out of the window and looked around.

The place is so peaceful. You will forget about your problems,

you will forget about how you feel.

All you can think of is GOD. To be close with HIM.

After visiting, my family went to my grandparents place

at Boon Lay. I don't usually go there.

I will only visit my grandparents place during the festive seasons.

But yesterday was different. I followed them tho.

Wan (My granny) cooked lemah teowchu(is the spelling right?).

It's yummy tho but spicy cause she used cilipadi.

Ohh.. my granny, she's chinese muslim btw.

So we stayed there till about 2pm and went home.

Upon reaching home, i slept all the way till night.

Im tired. But before i slept, i watched Fat Albert. I like!

Hey, Hey, Hey! =p

And today, im going out to meet my girls up.

Our plan, play bowl and have dinner at lau pa sat

den chill till late.

I told cha it's peaceful here.

Hugs and Kisses,
Lina

Everytime someone says they care about me,
they wind up leaving me.
They're so cruel, and i dislike them now.