Wednesday, March 07, 2007
TREASURE THOSE AROUND YOU
Back to work? but for 2 hrs only.
I received a text from Nadia and it wrote,
"ina, bpk kai baru meninggal"
(ina, kai's dad passed away)
I called her up after reading the text
and requested to go home.
Kai is someone close to our family.
He's my god-cuzzie.
So it's only right for me to get out from work and visit him.
While on my way home,
i was wondering, i don't usually treasure those people around me.
Whom i treasure usually those that im close to.
I realise no matter how close or not we are, we should treasure each other.
I don't give a damn to people that im not close to,
Until he/she no longer hanging around in my life then i start to ask 'WHY'.
He said 'Sometimes, you tend to meet people in your life,
and you somehow don't seem to 'click' for whatever reason.'
It's true. People that i don't seem to 'click' with,
i won't keep in touch with them. I know it's wrong.
Im not giving myself or them a chance to know each other better.
I should change my mindset now.
I've thought it over.
I want to quit my current job.
I don't think i can work any longer.
Im sensitive, emotional and short-tempered.
When a cust raise his/her voice at me,
im easily hurt or i will raise my voice back.
The worst is, i banged the mouse and scanner in front of the cust.
Today. early in the morning,
my 2nd cust spoiled my day.
He's another one CB cust that i've got.
Why can't they understand our policy and
have to make things diffcult for us.
I've make up my mind to leave.
To leave my job, to leave you,
to leave the past that im holding on to.
Al-Fatihah to Kai's Dad.
Semoga ALLAH SWT memcucuri rahmat keatas rohnya
dan mengampuni dosa-dosanya dan
tempatkannya ditempat-tempat orang yang beriman. Amin.
To Kai:
Be strong. All living things will return to him one day.
Daripada ALLAH kita datang,kepadanya kita kembali.
Salam Takziah to you and your mum.
Kai.. it sadden me to hear your voice like that.
I know how you feel. Be Strong. My whole family is here for you!
Remember that! Please do take care of yourself.
Hugs and Kisses,
Lina
I've waited long enough but
you didn't turn up and never will.
So im walking away.
sin-fullybeautiful.
