Anyways, the Pakistani wedding was okay. I didn't eat anything though. Just some bites of cakes. No appetite.
To make the matter worse, there were no hot Pakistani boyssss! Hate hate hate! But there were a few hot Pakistani girlsss. So it was okay. Haha. At least there's something to look at, you know. They played Hindustani songs all the way, like duh. Lovelove!
My uncle & baby Alyssa
Bride & Groom. The bride is my cousin's cousin. My first aunt is married to a Pakistani. So the bride is my aunt's husband's sister's daughter. Phew! Get it? I tell you, the bride's mom and aunties have beautiful eyes. Blue eyes. Grey eyes. All natural. Jealous much!
Shakilla's mom & I
My mom & baby Alyssa
ShakillaI didn't ate there as well. Still have no appetite. I didn't even bother to take any drinks. Hamzah was like asking me to eat or at least drink. When I said I couldn't bother, he went and took a drink for me. So sweet. Haha. Thanks Hamzah. I left at about 11.30pm to meet Ina at Downtown. She, too, was having a chalet. Since I was alone and it was already late, Hamzah offered to see me out. He walked me all the way to Downtown. How nice of him. (:
Met Ina and we talked about what was bugging us. It just sucks. But at least we are going through this together.
Johnny B wanted to meet me but I already took a cab back home. Perhaps next time.
At least I still have Patrick. Hahai! I miss Achap & Ariff. I wanna meet my boysss real bad. Even Amin & Khalid. Big interview tomorrow. Wish me luck you beautiful people.love,
nadia.
he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
the only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
The 3 of them who were the 1st to come to be there for me, Suzie and fiance did come along with Asraf "All i have left now is just to pray for her..." @, Noor Sakina
"I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without."
I forced myself out of bed today. Initially, I just wanted to close my eyes and go back to sleep and hope all this was a dream. But it was time to get realistic. Woke up and text messaged Ariff and he immediately called me back. We talked. And as usual, he cracked me up. Thank you Ariff.
Soooooo anyways, I will be going to a wedding later in the evening. A Pakistani wedding. With lotssss of Pakistani boyssssssss! Hahai hai hai!
After the wedding, I will be dropping by my secondary school gathering chalet. I can't wait to meet everyone again. Most annoying yet most memorable. God, I miss those days.
Two weeks and we had caught on fire
When I thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouth"
love,
nadia
Well anyways, Sakina dropped me off at my place first and then went to pick 'B-classy' up. Then about 30 mins later, after dropping off 'B-classy', she came to pick me up again. Off we went to Tampines Mall to have Fish & Co! Cicik & Azani came and joined us too.
Azani & Cicik
BFF happy after meeting her 'B-classy' HAHAHAHAHAI!
My baked salmon with mushroom sauce
Sakina's New York fish & chips
Cicik's prawn fettucini with chilli cream
Azani didn't eat anything because she had to go meet her boyfie already.
DESSERT!!
THE HOT FUDGE CAKE IS HEAVEN!!!!!
We were so stuffed! I want more hot fudge cake. I NEED more hot fudge cake! Thankies BFF for the Fish & Co treat!!
After eating, we went SHOPPING! Sakina wanted to get Asraf either a Fossil or Diesel watch for his birthday. So we went around and surveyed them watches. After about half an hour of surveying, we decided on Diesel. The $185 watch is beautiful. Sakina also bought a $42 school bag and a $7.90 pencil case for Cicik.
Then we went to La Senza to look at cute pyjamas, bras & panties. Sakina bought herself a cute top which says 'good girls are just better liars' and a cute pyjamas bottom for $55. And she bought for me a set too! THANKIES BFF!! 
After shopping, we went to meet Asraf to give him the watch that Sakina bought for him. I really liked that watch. I asked Asraf to open it just to see how he reacts. Haha. 
Nice right?! It's all black with a hint of yellow inside. So totally bumblebee. HAHA.
A very happy Asraf!
Anddd a very happy me! 
My cute tank top and pyjamas bottom! Thankiessss Sakina! You shouldn't have (:
Reached home and played with my adorable niece, Alyssa. I wanna squeeze her so bad everytime I look at her face. Hahai.
The other day Layne called me and told me that he bought a little something for me. How sweet of him. Can't wait to see what he got for me. Well anyways, he was talking to Rizal yesterday and he said something like "I think the only Singaporean who I can really talk to and who understands me enough is Nadia." Sweet kan, sweet kan?!
But sometimes I feel bad though. Because all this while, since we've gotten to know each other since last June, he's always the one who have been calling me. I mean it is so not cheap. Overseas call you know. All the way from Melbourne, Australia. And he calls me like twice a week?
I figured I can't keep it all inside and so I told my aunt about what was bugging me. EMO time!
Ok emo's time over! Hahai hai hai hoyahoi!
Sakina, thank you for today. I believe things happen for a reason. And Amin has always said that 'If god takes something away from you, it means that it's bad for you not something you should be sad about.'
You're still the best babe. I love you.
love,
nadia.
I guess it was really too good to be true.
I wanna cry and laugh at the same time. Hahai! The feeling is weird but I'll live.
love,
nadia.
"Apa yang hidup akan 1 hari kembali padanya. Insya'allah pemergiannya hanyalah 1 kebaikan untuknya dariNYA"
After all that celebration crap, I got bored and went upstairs to chill. Somehow I got upset because I didn't get to talk to that someone. I don't know why I feel what I felt. Soooooo I thought why not CAM WHORE in order not to think about it.
Then I got bored again and did some yoga. Hah!
Representing THE BRIDGE.
So yeah. Had lots of fun with the family and relatives, cousins and such. Still, my mind seems to be somewhere else sometimes. Sheeeesssshhhh! 1.30am and I was about to leave the chalet when my phone rang. Suddenly, everything was okay. Strange. I just needed to hear from you, I guess.
Well anyways, all the female cousins went upstairs to touch up and get ready for the sweet sixteen party. Shasha changed to a red hot dress that I gave her. And Shikin & I did her make up for her. All of that frenzy are in Ina's camera so hopefully she'll post it up soon. After all of us looked good, off we went to chill and eat those delicious barbequed food. 
After the cake cutting ceremony at about 9ish, I went outside to chill with Iqbal and his friend, Hasif. Hasif played guitar really well. He played "A lonely september" by the plain white t's and I did the vocals. Hah! It was fun. 
When all of us got tired from playing guitar and just chilling outside, we went in and watched a thai horror movie, Sick Nurses. It wasn't scary. It was just plain sick. Disgusting and plain disturbing. Pfffffffftttt! Anyways, we were all squeezing like sardine. There were only 2 single mattresses so imagine when all 11-12 of us tried to fit in. We were squeezzzzzzingggg like crazyyy.
