Sunday, April 20, 2008
THE WRONG KIND
I can't believe myself saying this but I kinda like working. There's always something to do. I am always busy. And I like it that way. It keeps me occupied, you know. Yesterday was my fourth day there and I am getting the hang of the work. No more mistakes, getting faster doing the work and such. I feel so much confident now. I just love that feeling. Colleagues have been really nice and helpful. You loud, noisy bunch! Especially Hafiz. Always making me laugh and all. My desk is right next to him so he's always disturbing me. But it's all good. At the end of the day, he just wants me to open up and make me feel welcome. Thank you to him and Aslam for showing me around. I don't mix around with the rest of the clerical officers from other department which all the girls before me mixes around with. I don't go out to lunch and I am always alone during lunch. Therefore they all accused me of being arrogant. But how to mix when I don't fucking know who you people are and where are your department. I don't fucking know anyone there! Sheeshh!! Besides, lunchtime means HOT sun. And I am certainly not a big fan of it. I prefer to stay indoors, thank you very much. I just want some time alone for myself during my lunch break. Is that wrong?
So yea, right now pretty much all the girls there don't like me. Words are spreading that I don't mix around, arrogant and stuck-up. Oh the drama! I know I do look kinda stuck-up. I get that a lot. Even Hafiz said first impression of me was stuck-up! HAHA. But I personally think that those girls are just jealous. HAH! The reason could be that Hafiz has been "promoting" me to the single officers there. Heh heh. And not to mention that I'm always with the guys. Hafiz and gang of course.
Anyways, I met up with Dan last Thursday after work for ice-cream at Gelatissimo. We did a lot of catching up. And thanks eh Dan for showing me where Sky Garden is. HAHA. I am so clueless. Sheesh. I had a good time catching up. Thanks for the treat Dan boy! :)
I don't know why I am always attracting the wrong kind of guys. It's always those bad ones or those attached ones. Those engaged ones, those with girlfriends ones and now to add to the list. MARRIED ONES. Scary k! Thanks to Hafiz for letting me know that he's married. I'll be more careful next time. So yeah Mr DINO-saur, I am NOT interested. I want hot single malay officers. Not married ones. Pfffft!
NAK KENA MANDI BUNGAAAAAA!
love,
nadia
sin-fullybeautiful.
