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Thursday, May 22, 2008

MR.GRANDE

Everything happens for a reason.

Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck.

Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity

all occur to test the limits of your soul.

Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.
If someone hurts you, betrays you , or breaks you heart, forgive them.

For they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart to.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally,

not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them.
Make every day count.

Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can,

for you may never be able to experience it again.
Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen.

Hold your head up because you have every right to.

Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself,

for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you either.
You can make of your life anything you wish.

Create your own life and then go out and live it.

"I am trying my best Mr.Grande to forget about the past bad experiences that i've went through. And that is why I am afraid to try new things or even believe whatever that you say eventhough u said u meant it."

Sometimes i just feel like shutting off my mind from everything...

BiTcHiNg OfF,

Sakina

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Nad, for you...

A bestfriend indeed,

A friend that really cares,

All my secrets I can share,

Always there when I need a hand,

There to understand.

When I cry,

She will be by,

If I'm away,

She will call me day by day,

If i need her at all,

She'll be there to stand tall,

Anything I say will be heard,

She will listen word by word.

As she looks into my eyes,

The sparkle she realize,

She's the one that cares,

And the one that has always been there.

BiTcHiNg OfF,

Sakina

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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

TREATED LIKE A TOY

I hate being treated like a toy. For GODSAKE, i have feelings. I can feel the pain, the hurtfulness, the heartache. Stop treating me like a toy and only play with it when you are bored, cast me away when you are having fun. I'm not a toy, i'm a human being with feelings. I'm GOD's creation just like you with feelings. GOD is fair. What goes around comes around. I don't want to go around being mean because i don't want karma to chase me. Life has never been easy and who say it's easy in the first place?

Hugs N Kisses,

Lina with Love

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DINO-SAUR

Mr. DINO-saur asked me out for dinner tonight. I said no. I said i had some other plans when i simply don't. Why? Because he's married and has a 14 month old daughter. I don't wanna be a bitch. I know i'm not a saint either but that's just crossing the line. I already know he has a family and i should keep a distance. I really shouldn't play with fire. Because i will only get burned. So please, leave me alone and go home to your wife.

And you Mr. Undercover, it's been 8 days since we last met. I hope you're perfectly fine working outside. It's a dangerous field out there. But i do hope you're ok. Your safety means a lot to me. Come back soon :)

love,
Nadia

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Monday, May 19, 2008

THE ENGAGEMENT

CONGRATULATIONS TO EEZAN!! Finally officially engaged today. 18.05.08

The ring cost as much as 700 bucks. White gold ring with a princess cut diamond. Hap-pe-ning! Hahai. Anyways Eezan, I FUCKING LOVE YOUR HAIR! I am so gonna do my hair soon. Next month right Sakina? Let's do it B!!

THE COUPLE

I wish you all the best. Hope you guys could make it through this one whole year before the BIG DAY. Mau rewang pe! HAHAI.

love,

nadia

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Sunday, May 18, 2008

MR. UNDERCOVER

Dear Mr. Undercover,

From all the guys I knew and have dated, there's no one who gave me quite an incredible first impression like you.

I still remembered vividly in my mind how it went.

We first met last Friday when he came to my office to look for Aslam and then Aslam introduced us and said "Ah Nadia, ni dia antara calon-calon nyer." He smiled at me and I smiled back. Aslam then asked him to go and talked to me and I can tell he was a bit shy. But he came over anyways, hurled out his hand and introduced himself. After that, he seems comfortable talking to me and interested to know stuff about me.

Mr. Undercover: How come I've never seen you around?

Me: I just started working here a month ago.

Mr. Undercover: Oh. I'm at 4th floor. Kalau free, naik la atas.

And then he had to go and reluctantly walked out of the office when Aslam teased him and said "Da sudah, nantik bila-bila boleh datang lagi sini." When I wanted to leave the office, I bumped into Aslam at the pantry area and Aslam told me that he sent his regards. And that he wanted to give me a lift home.

Then came Monday when he came to my office again to "look for Aslam". But Aslam wasn't in the office that day. Hah. Then he asked Erian to go for teabreak and told him to ask me to join. But Erian was fasting that day so he can't go for teabreak.

Mr. Undercover: Huh? Kau puase? Betol pe? Serious? Alamak abih camne eh?

Erian: Ape yang camne? Kau nak ajak dia, kau ajak jer la.

Mr. Undercover: Ermm, Nadia, wanna go teabreak?

Me: Jap ehh. Nak habis kan ni jap.

Mr. Undercover.: *smiles* Oh boleh eh? Hehe.

While I was finishing up my work, he came over my desk and looked at what I was doing and went over to the printer and helped me took the papers I've printed and passed it to me. How cute right?

Mr. Undercover: *went over to Erian* Eh sini ader kosong? Aku nak join.
Erian: *laughs* Kau ni ader2 jer.
Me: Ok I'm ready.
Mr. Undercover: Alright, let's go.

Mr. Undercover, you are such a gentleman.
You opened every single door for me. Every single door. And you always waited for me to walk first. And when we talked, you always put me first. As in, you always wanted to talk about me. You seem interested to know me. I like that. And I appreciate that you are honest with me. You don't try to fake yourself to impress me.

And that smell. Your smell. Hugo Energize. What a coincidence. I love Hugo Energize.

Bumped into a couple of his colleagues.
His colleague: Oi you! Cheebye. Cabut course ah. Sial ah you haven't sign that paper. You're in trouble.
Mr. Undercover: I sign already what. Ahhh nevermind ahhh.
His colleague: Nevermind laaa. You got more important things to do mahh.

Mr.Undercover: I actually got course today. That's why I'm in the office. If not most of the time I'll be outside working.
Me: Oh I see. Why cabut?
Mr. Undercover: Haha. Nevermind ahh.

After some coffee and tea and some decent conversations, we went back to the office. And he walked me all the way back to my office. All the way back till I'm at my desk. He shook Erian's hands and said "Erian, ni aku da antar dia balik eh."

Mr. Undercover: Nadia, I send you home later? I'll call you ok?

Me: Oh ok. Sure.

He nearly walked out of the office when he turned around and said "Call you? Camne nak call eh? Number?"

And so we exchanged numbers.

Mr. Undercover: Ok, I'll call you later. Bye Nadia.

After a few minutes you left, I texted him saying, "Hey. Thanks for the drink :)" And he replied, "My pleasure. I should thank you for your time."

You're pretty amazing, Mr. Undercover.

love,
nadia.

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Saturday, May 17, 2008

BADOQUE

Last Wednesday, us SIN met up for late dinner cum supper. We decided on Badoque at Simpang Bedok. I recommend you people to try and dine at this superb restaurant. The food there is AWESOME and I loveeeee the service. And no service charge? How crazy! GO TRY!

My lamb shank is super yummy. Sakina, I so wanna eat that again. And the cheesecake platter. OMG. Ok I better stop it. Haha.

Then on Thursday, I asked Sakina to join me to Hafiz's house. I wanted to see his babyyyy. His wife just gave birth to a baby girl. Congrats Hafiz! Aslam & Erian were there too. Erian brought along his wife and 3 kids as well. Sakina & I fell in love with his 5 month old baby boy, Darius. Cute nak mampos. Da besar confirm handsome ey Sakina? Hahai. We wanted to kidnap him. Hahai.

On Friday, we went to accompany Eezan to find her engagement ring. CONGRATULATIONS EEZAN! Suddenly everyone around me is like getting engage, getting married or having a baby. Sakina & I feel so, ummmm, left out? HAHA.

All the best Eezan. Hap-pe-ning pe kau da nak kahwin. Hahai!

In case you guys miss me. HEH.

love,
nadia

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Friday, May 16, 2008

RED DEVILS

The game with Wigan still fresh in my mind and watching The Red Devils singing and dancing around with the medal around their neck and kissing the cup. It was already late by the time everything ended. HORAAYYY TO MU!! *3 cheers*

Before the match, we wore MU polos walking around proudly. Some even said to us 'They have not win and you guys are wearing it already.. confirm uh they will win?' Of course we replied proudly that they gonna win this. heh.

THE COUSINS =)

I bought myself a perfume M by Mariah Carey. Gonna get diesel soon. =))

'There is only one person who is capable to set limits to your growth: it is YOU.' You are the only person who can revolutionize your life. You are the only person who can influence your happiness, your realization and your success. You are the only person who can help yourself.

Your life does not change when your boss changes, when your friends change, when your parents change, when your partner changes, when your company changes. Your life changes when YOU change, when you go beyond your limiting beliefs, when you realize that you are the only one responsible for your life.

'The most important relationship you can have is the one you have with yourself' Examine yourself, watch yourself. Don't be afraid of difficulties, impossibilities and LOSSES: be a winner, build yourself and your reality. It's the way you face life that makes the difference.

Hugs N Kisses,
Lina With Love

a lie leads to another lie

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Monday, May 12, 2008

THE CHALET INVITATION

Yesterday before going for the chalet, i went to meet the CCK-ians at Kallang Leisure Park. Initially we wanted to go for ice-skating but since there were like so many humans den we decided to go for bowling instead. We had fun tho! After that we had early dinner at KFC. Received a call from Him saying that he's already on the way to meet me up, i took the cab home from Kallang. Had a very very quick bath, dressed up and off i went to meet him. He had to wait for me as always. heh. Sorry dear

Took the cake that i ordered from Royal, Dark Chocolate Truffle with Melted Chocolate Surface. YUMMYLICIOSFANTABLOUS! I just love chocolate cake from Royal. It's halal and superdelicious. We took the cab to Home Team Chalet and meet everyone there. Nadia and Sakina came 10 mins after i came with him. There's not much pictures tho.

Him. heh

Happy belated 25th Birthday to Reza. We don't know him tho. heh! We were just being invited so yeah. haha! After the cutting of the cake and the speech from the birthday boy, we S.I.N make our way home.

As i am typing this, i am watching MU match with the family and at the same time me and him will msg each other everytime MU scored a goal. So now at 89 min, MU 2 Wigan 0. =)

Hugs N Kisses,

Lina with Love

And the award for the best lie goes to you

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