Mr. Undercover came by my office last Friday to just see me for less than 2 minutes. Yup. Less than 2 freaking minutes. He came by at about 4.58pm (and a few seconds) We talked for awhile and then he said he gotto go because his work starts at 5pm.
Urrghhhh!! I'm sooooooooooooo totally confusssseeedddddddddd!
I need some fun time. I need Sakina.
love,
nadia.
Im boredddddddd!!! I need my holidaysssss! Koh Samuiiiiii pleassseeeeeeeee! I need a breakkk! A veryyy lonnnnngggggggggg breakkk!! I have to loseee weigghhttt because im faatttt! Hahahaha. There's work tomorrow. Time flies so fast. Why can't everyday be sunday? I still want to sleep. I want to sleep everyyday, all dayy. I steamed my nuggets and it tasted healthy. hah! Im sad Netherlands, Portugal and Croatia didn't make it to the next round. It's a big shock to me!! Ohhh well... better luck next time. World Cup 2010. =) This is a random post. hah. Hugs N Kisses, it was a feeling of exhaustion, an accumulated grief
Lina with Love
of all the bad dates and all the bad guys...
I really don't know if I should laugh or cry. Alas, Mr. Undercover is not who I thought he is. I'm not sure if I should give him a chance. Sometimes people just won't change, you know. He could do the same thing to me.
And not to mention that he's always busy. I only get to see him once a month. If I'm lucky, twice a month. But I secretly like that he's so ridiculously busy. And that he'll go to my office to just see me for 5 minutes. Urrgghhh! Why did I have to know about your past?? Pfffffft!
You know, I just don't quite understand guys. They have girlfriends/fiancees/wives who they love with all their heart but they still go around dating other girls. Like a guy friend of mine put it, "Kita ada someone. Tu yang kita nak simpan nyer. Yang lain-lain tu, seme side projects." I've heard that so many times. Guys always claim they are "playful" and they will always, and I mean ALWAYS say "Biase laaa. Lelaki." I've heard it so many times. Too many. Da naik pekak seh dengar.
And so Mr. Undercover, I don't wanna be one of your side projects. I don't wanna be just another girl to you. Because I know I'm worth it. Prove to me you're worth it too.
Anyways, my mom is nagging at me because these few days Hafiz has been sending me to work and sending me home after work. I mean what's wrong with that? We're just colleagues and he has a car and it is on the way. So why not right? My mom just has this imagination about what would happen if his wife's family members saw us together and stuff. And then her poor daughter will get 'attacked'. HAHA. I guess my mom's intention are good though she nagged like there's no tomorrow. She just doesn't want her daughter to get 'serang' and humiliate in public. I guess that's fair enough. BUT, not to worry mom, there's nothing going on. I swear. We're just, well, colleagues.
By the way SIN, I AM IN NEED OF A GIRL'S NIGHT OUT. We need to forget about guys who's not worth it and just enjoy the evening together. So let's go out, dress up, wear heels, eat sushi for dinner, do a little shopping (little? yeah right!) and go watch Sex And The City.
Let me knowwwwwwwwwwwwww. I miss us. *Kiss kiss*
lovelove,
nadia.
The morning of my sister's engagement i got disturbed by "something". I never like the bunga rampai smell. I was sleeping in my big brother's room when they put bunga rampai while i was sleeping and i was all alone with the door closed. Den "someone" woke me up telling me that my grandparents was already in the living room. I was confident that it was my sister who woke me up and when i asked her 'where's wan and atok?' Den she replied me 'they're not here yet' Den i asked why she wake me up. But when she said 'i didn't' i had goosebump. It wasn't the 1st time. A few years back, i slept over at Nadia's. Den i heard "someone" strumming the guitar, right on top of my head. So i asked Nadia why she strums the guitar early in the morning. Den she said 'i wasn't.. i just got back from the toilet' hmmmmmm...... ok moving on.
The day was kinda hectic that i had to "layan" people. And it was tiring!! And i had to work the very next day. So i was kinda moody the whole week. What's with my personal problems and my damn workplace. Can you imagine having to write a reason why you can't stay for OT. I wanted to just went home straight from work and rest but i can't cause i have to do OT. And it's really tiring. I don't want to regret not enjoying myself at such a young age. It's not that i don't want to do OT but i'm still young and i want to have fun too. Those people at work don't understand because they dont have their own life. They spend their time at work and i don't think they even enjoying their life. Ok whatever...
Lina with Love
So on the 24th May, the cck-ians and i went to dempsey road as Nisah treating us to Ben N Jerry. It was a lovely place i must say. After that we went to arab street for sheesha before making our way to east coast for supper. It was already near midnight when everyone decided to head home and im the only one who lives in the east side. He gave me a ride home with 3 more bikes and a car which "escot" me home. haha! A total of 10 cck-ians. heh! Thanks everyone. =)
Lina with Love
