Wednesday, June 11, 2008
SIDE PROJECTS
I really don't know if I should laugh or cry. Alas, Mr. Undercover is not who I thought he is. I'm not sure if I should give him a chance. Sometimes people just won't change, you know. He could do the same thing to me.
And not to mention that he's always busy. I only get to see him once a month. If I'm lucky, twice a month. But I secretly like that he's so ridiculously busy. And that he'll go to my office to just see me for 5 minutes. Urrgghhh! Why did I have to know about your past?? Pfffffft!
You know, I just don't quite understand guys. They have girlfriends/fiancees/wives who they love with all their heart but they still go around dating other girls. Like a guy friend of mine put it, "Kita ada someone. Tu yang kita nak simpan nyer. Yang lain-lain tu, seme side projects." I've heard that so many times. Guys always claim they are "playful" and they will always, and I mean ALWAYS say "Biase laaa. Lelaki." I've heard it so many times. Too many. Da naik pekak seh dengar.
And so Mr. Undercover, I don't wanna be one of your side projects. I don't wanna be just another girl to you. Because I know I'm worth it. Prove to me you're worth it too.
Anyways, my mom is nagging at me because these few days Hafiz has been sending me to work and sending me home after work. I mean what's wrong with that? We're just colleagues and he has a car and it is on the way. So why not right? My mom just has this imagination about what would happen if his wife's family members saw us together and stuff. And then her poor daughter will get 'attacked'. HAHA. I guess my mom's intention are good though she nagged like there's no tomorrow. She just doesn't want her daughter to get 'serang' and humiliate in public. I guess that's fair enough. BUT, not to worry mom, there's nothing going on. I swear. We're just, well, colleagues.
By the way SIN, I AM IN NEED OF A GIRL'S NIGHT OUT. We need to forget about guys who's not worth it and just enjoy the evening together. So let's go out, dress up, wear heels, eat sushi for dinner, do a little shopping (little? yeah right!) and go watch Sex And The City.
Let me knowwwwwwwwwwwwww. I miss us. *Kiss kiss*
lovelove,
nadia.
sin-fullybeautiful.
