Friday, July 18, 2008
'KEEP OUT'
I have made up my mind. I am taking my heart off my sleeve and replace it with a 'keep out' sign. I think, as a lady, I've done enough. I don't wanna be the one who's doing too much. The rest is really up to you. Thanks for never calling me when you said you would. I might as well give some other dude a chance since you're not taking yours, am I right? Pfffft.Thanks to you, I totally went shopping today, spent a hundred over dollars (when I know I shouldn't) and ate sinfully high-calorie ice-cream. I need to stop turning to shopping and spending my money every time I'm pissed! But I seriously can't help it. Somehow spending money makes it all better.
Thank you for making my mind up today Mr. Undercover. You win, congratulations. I don't wanna play any of this foolish game no more.
Oh and Happy 28th Birthday.
love
nadia.
"See you got me all alone waiting right here by the phone
For you to call me, just to hear your voice tone
I keep on wondering if you was even feeling me,
I keep on wondering if this was even meant to be
Tell me imma waste of time, boy you showing me no sign,
Is it cuz u on ya grind, cuz you're always on my mind
I keep on wondering if everything you said was true
I keep on wondering if you were really coming through
Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me
I'm doing too much
I'm out with my girls tryna have a good time
And you know I'm looking fly tryna meet sum other guys
But it gets hard sometimes cuz there ain't no one just like you
I try my best but I can't shake this thing u got me going through
All I can picture is the color of your eyes,
and the way u make me smile, I ain't felt this in a while,
But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion
Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin
The way I feel about myself cuz I got self-esteem,
sometimes I wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy"
I keep on wondering if you was even feeling me,
I keep on wondering if this was even meant to be
Tell me imma waste of time, boy you showing me no sign,
Is it cuz u on ya grind, cuz you're always on my mind
I keep on wondering if everything you said was true
I keep on wondering if you were really coming through
Now here I go again blowing you up,
And my girlfriends keep telling me
I'm doing too much
I'm out with my girls tryna have a good time
And you know I'm looking fly tryna meet sum other guys
But it gets hard sometimes cuz there ain't no one just like you
I try my best but I can't shake this thing u got me going through
All I can picture is the color of your eyes,
and the way u make me smile, I ain't felt this in a while,
But I came to a conclusion that this is pure illusion
Chaos and confusion but I'm not gonna let it ruin
The way I feel about myself cuz I got self-esteem,
sometimes I wonder if I'm just chasing a fantasy"
sin-fullybeautiful.
