Saturday, August 02, 2008
REAL LOVE

Last thursday, i decided to skip work. hah. I woke up at 10am cause my lil sister called and asked me to picked her up. She's faking sick btw. I den went to see the doctor for mc. It's free! heh! While waiting for my medicine, someone called me.
S: Hello.. kenal tak siapa ni?
Me: Hello... huh? Siapa ni?
S: Takkan tak kenal?
Me: Siapa sehhh ni??
S: Asal tak datang kerja?
Me: HUH? Ni siapa?
S: Ni Salam la.
Me: Laaaaaa... Salam rupanya, ingatkan siapa tadi. hahaha.
Thank GOD i never raise my voice ok. phewww... We talked for awhile. Text Jia Sheng as it was his last day of work. He helped me so much with my workloads and i will always looked for him everytime i can't find any docs. heh. Now Mizie has taken over finding the docs for me. hehehe.
I went home and went out again to meet mom. I've been spending most of my time with the family. After walking around, i went to meet my girls for dinner and chilled at our fav place, Starbucks. =)
When i came back work yesterday, everyone teased me with Salam. He can't remember the password and my colleagues said the password is 'L.I.N.A.' I think i was blushing. haha. And they told me what happened when i wasn't at work on Thursday.
S: Alamak, Lina tak datang pulak niari Salam punya last day. Takpe nanti besok Salam datang kerja.
Kak Mila: Salam datang kerja untuk apa?
S: Datang balik kerja nak tengok Lina.
My father walked passed them and everyone kept quiet. (ps: I worked with Dad).
Kak Mila: Bapak dia da lalu tu.
S: Rasa2 bapak Lina dgr tak? haha... Pak Brahim...
Too much lah they all. hahaha. They are fun colleagues. And anddd Salam REAL last day going to be a day after mine. We got teased again because of this as they said he cannot concentrate working now that i've resigned. HAHAHAHA.
Today was my off day but i came back to work at 10am and everyone was kinda shocked to see me. They asked why i came to work and Kak Yan said 'Tahu asal datang balik kerja... Da rindu Salam kan, nak tengok dia kan' HAHAHAHAHA. Damn, im so shy. hahaha. Kidding. =p
I went to the library and borrowed 'Real Love' By Greg Baer. It's great!
Real Love is caring about the happiness of another person without any thought for what we might get for ourselves. When we give real love, we're not disappointed, hurt, or angry, even when people are thoughtless or inconsiderate or give us nothing in return---including gratitude---because our concern is for their happiness, not our own. It's real love when other people care about our hapiness without any concern for themselves. They're not disappointed or angry when we make our foolish mistakes, when we don't do what they want, or even when we inconvenience them personally.
Sadly, few of us have either given or received that kind of love, and without it we experience a terrible void in our lives, which we try to fill with money, power, food, approval, sex, and entertainment. But no matter how much of those substitutes we acquire, we remain empty, alone, afraid, and angry.
I can't wait to meet my boys!! Our bonds are still tight tho all of us are busy with work now. I LOVE US. heh. AND 20 MORE DAYS TILL OUR BANGKOK TRIP! WEEEEEEEEE!!!!
Hugs N Kisses,
Lina with Love
with real love, nothing else matters;
without it, nothing else is enough.