Tuesday, August 05, 2008
TAKE A BOW
Guess who gave me a ride home today? If you guessed Mr. Undercover, then you are right. I was shocked and surprised myself. After more than a month "missing". It was totally unplanned. I didn't text or call him and he didn't come look for me. We just bumped into one another. Where you asked? The lift. (I seem to always bump into people in the lift. Heh.) So bumped into him and he insisted that he sent me home. He asked me how I was doing and that it has been a while since we last met and talk. Again, he explained he was too busy and that our timing just clash. That it's very hard to keep in contact since he's working long hours and taking night classes at the same time. And that I work a fixed 9-5 monday to friday but he's not. "It's just so difficult to see you, " he said. Sigh, I don't know what to believe. You have my digits, Mr. Undercover. You could just call me.
Anyways, throughout the journey, (Took a longer route just because he wanted to talk to me) I learned a little more about him. Like his family background and his past relationship with his ex-fiancee of 8 years. (Well, he told me it was over between them when we first met, but then again who knows if he's lying) Pfffft. Well, he did open up quite a bit to me and were kinda honest about some stuff. Things that he could just not tell me but he did.
I am seriously lost right now. How do I know if this guy is for real? That he's not pretending? If he is acting, then I must say he's really good at it. He sounds so convincing.
I really wanna believe you Mr. Undercover. But I can't. I just can't.
love,
nadia.
But you put on quite a show, really had me going
Go on and take a bow.
sin-fullybeautiful.
