Tuesday, December 02, 2008
I HATE THIS PART
far away are days when you smiled just to hear my voice
why are you trying to run away?
my love, I can't find the words to tell you...
far away are days when you smiled just to hear my voice why are you trying to run away?
my love, I can't find the words to tell you...
It is officially December. I love December. Or at least, I used to. December used to be filled with that warm fuzzy feeling you get because it's the festive season. Because Christmas is near. Because it's the rainy season. It's the most comfortable, most cozy feeling when it's raining outside while you snuggled up on the couch in your PJs and sipping on some good old hot chocolate.
But now, every time December is here, all it reminded of me is him. I hate this part right here. I tell myself, "Why even bother?" He doesn't. I tried but I can't run away from it. December 2006 is still playing repeat on my mind. That rainy season, the familiar scent in the air and the supposedly festive season always seems to get me. It always makes me reminisce about the past. Like it's taunting me or something. 2 years has passed, but you're still here vividly in my mind.
I'm in search of answers.
Tell me something. Anything.
I need to end this.
I need to let it all go.
I need a closure.
No more.
love,
nadia
I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight
help me get over you
help me get over you
sin-fullybeautiful.
